I keep thinking I should write a post on the main blog. I have some ideas in mind. I don't know where to go with them though.
We never did a lot for Valentine's Day. We didn't even usually go out because it was so busy. He did get me a gift a couple of times. One year an amazing gift, one I'll always treasure.
Mostly I just look at the happy hearts and flowers nonsense and feel extra lonely.
Mostly I wonder how long it takes before you don't feel sick and want to cry at least once a day.
I'm afraid the answer is never.
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